complicated life...

it's hard to be a matured person and in the same time we just only teenager..my age only 13 teen but in the same time i have to be as matured as people in twenties..this is because i had a age gab between my family..i'm the youngest in the family and also in my siblings..i had one brother and sister..my sister age 22years old and my brother age 19 years old..you might don't see my situation yet..like i said i'm 13 years old and still in high school..people my age not as matured as me..so they always say that i'm like that and this..of course deep down inside my heart i feel very sad..they just not as matured as me but i still can't be as matured as my family..so it hard to me to fit in in two situation..everything i do there's always had something not right in their eyes..nobody try to understood my situation..that why i don't have many friend..i'm very careful when choose my friend coz i need someone that understand me..someone that always can lend me her ears to hear my problem..someone that can lend me her shoulder to let me cry on it..